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my life i death note to all who come. they cant hold what i hold inside of me. everyone stares thinking i am the enemy here but the real one is the cause. im tired of being sent to get hurt like this everytime and now i end it here. i gave it all and i lost it all. my life is gone now and i have to rebuild on it. i givin up on all my freinds because of the gift that lays inside me. ill never give this gift away to anyone now. ive lost almsot everything and now its time for me to just let it go. let everything go. the one that i wish i hope reads this finally understands that im threw with it all. they should be in my place. ill contiune to live life as a feather drifts threw the humid air. the leaves of a tree will grow emeralds threw its silky branches. ill make a new life without the love in it. love as givin me alot of thought threw these months and now i finally understand that love isnt wht i need now. with a final note to this, i hope the person that should read this.....never again come at me...... for this is my life now. and ill always live to my fullest. empty but still strong i try to find my light.