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Yeah, meg's goat was put to sleep today (i think today). I'm getting some sort of sick pleasure out of it, because I've been kinda pissed off at her lately.. I mean, I know I'm going to regret putting this down later, but it's true. She's been moving on with her new friends and everything, and has been constantly talking about them, when I've been really careful not to say a word about everyone to her. I mean, sometimes bringing my new friends up is inevitable, but she's rubbing it in my face, and I feel like she doesn't give a whoop about me at this point. She called me for 2 minutes the other day, adn then says she's going to watch hidalgo. Why call then? I mean, this really shows how childish everything has become. I'm not going to call her anymore, I can get along without her without a worry. Well, I hope she's happy, because I sure as hell am not going to throw myself in an effort to keep our friendship "alive" until she starts trying too. And I'm not using sarcasm in saying I hope she's happy, I really hope the best for her. I'm just not going to put in too much effort anymore to be part of that picture. I've been crying too much over this whole ordeal, and I'm tired of all this emotion.