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Well.... it would seem that I've lost a lover, but regained a friend. That's how I'd prefer to look at it, at any rate. The whole mess is a bit puzzling, but I'm through thinking about it, because you can't change the past. Alli's still a friend, hopefully a good friend, and I'm happy with that.

Also, I worked out a new idea about love, and hopefully one I can stick with. I'm no longer going to look for it, because any time I try that, it seems to come crashing down about my head. If someone likes me, then I'll see where it goes from there, but I'm not handing my heart out to ANYONE anymore. It might seem cold, but people seem to like to play with my emotions (not necessarily you, Alli, but others), and I'm getting a bit tired of being a toy. If I die single, so be it, but I hope to God I don't.

And now for something comp*lete*ly different...

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Ho hummm.... Spring Break starts tomorrow, for me. I'm here, at home, and everyone's gone. That's not a completely bad thing, in a way, but I wish someone was here to do things with... confused Hooray for the internets, and Monty Python~! I love Cheese... he makes me laugh~

I wonder where everyone is? Gaia seems a bit dead lately.