Did you know that completely nonsensical and utterly frivalous gestures can be the most important things in the world because they say i love you. Most of the time words arent enough. Your heart. follow it. if im not the one for you, then dont force it. i love you and i want you to be happy. I want it more then my own happiness. im built for pain, i will survive. If i crumble and ask "why did you do this to me" and you say "its whats best for me". i will understand. its okay madi. I know i seem fragile on the inside but im not. I stronger then i seem. I can do it. I will do anything for you, but that doesnt mean i cant do anything without you.
if you want us to survive, then dont let me go. I dont know how. Just keep me actively in your life. invite me to parties and whatever. i mean. yeah, instead of having me there in your free time have me there in your friends time. you know? best friends dont just happen. ill invite you to any friend get together that i have. but i dont have many. i invited you to the movie idea b4 it fell through. stuff like that.
yeah... call me since you cant txt.
madiMINDLESS Community Member 
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