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I only post things on here when I want no one that I know to read things. I do not curse, and I only write in regular English.
*RANT, please ignore*
Man, I just ran into a Discord and everyone there were super talented, amazing, and beautiful and I'm just... average. And I know I've been cosplaying several years longer than them. I tell myself "I could do that too, if only I had a project that had that level of detail," but then I think about myself in those outfits and it just... doesn't work. I'm far bigger than most cosplayers and the proportions don't work for fat people like they do for more fit people. I then tell myself "I'll lose some weight and then I could be what they are" and later that day eat a bunch of junk. At one point, I had lost 40 lbs, but I've gained that back and added that much more on top since. It's just demotivating.
Like, I know the process to get there, but I can't tie everything into a nice little bundle and do it.

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