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By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.


Possessive

Why?
Why must you care as you do so?

Protective

What?
What did I do to deserve you?

Help.

Who?
Who are you to know me more than I know myself?

Insanity.

How?
How could you find me in my mind’s prison?
How could you save me?

Love.

Me…..
Me the prisoner of myself….. The prisoner of love, hate, greed, and jealousy.

Jealousy.

Why?
Why did you save me?
Why did you bring me back to this hell?
Why did you love me only to slowly tear my heart apart only to put it together again at your will?

Hate.

Why?
Why did I let you??
Why did I care?

Death.

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

The Signature

Writhing and screaming
In your blackheart’s mind
Reddened eyes uncaring
It’s the Devil’s book you signed

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

Next

Broken and shattered
Empty and hollow
Blind and shackled
When this ones done you’ll follow

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

My Poem of Hope


On a dove’s wings
My faith will fly
When your passion for life
Falls like a stone
Of the blackest depths
Of the shell you call your own
When your faith gives way
And fears the light
Remember all those you’ve touched
And all you have changed
Whether you’re sad or sick
Alive or dieing
Call upon the others around you
And we’ll come flying

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

Crystal Light


In the room of darkness and sudden diamond lights
With sounds like elephants
And ever changing stories

I scream like a sharp violin
Then veil my face with darkness
To cower in fear of the lights and crashes

Your warmth like a rainbow
Twisting its strong and gentle colors around me
Dashing away the ink of fear

Watching your smile
Shines like linoleum tiles
The sun shines too bright for me

Looking away dots clouded my vision
A small thump in the velvet darkness
Small circles disappearing like water

Final battle cries
One final battle of love and darkness and the crowd stands
Clapping like a symphony of hollow seeds

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

Blind Man Falling

Blind man falling
Broken shattered cry
Red eyes gleaming
So who’s next to die?

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

Black Roses

Smooth velvet darkness
Sharp razor thorn
You shouldn’t have given that one kiss
Now a new death is born

By lil old me, if you wanna copy it ask first please.

Between the Lilies


Between the lilies
Under the water
I will wait for her

Sharper then rock
Harder then iron
Her tongue lashes

Between the lilies
Under the water
I will wait for her

More piercing then a needle
Deeper then the sea
Her eyes look

Between the lilies
Under the water
I will wait for her

Silent as the night
Louder then a crowd
Her voice cries

Between the lilies
Under the water
I will wait for her

Can you hear her?
Can you see her?
Between the lilies
Can you feel her?
Can you touch her?
Between the lilies.