hmm what to write what to write after all this is my first journal entry and i don't want people to think i'm that crazy. of course i'm talking to myself rightnow so that isn't helping but i jsut can't figure out what to say hmm mabye i should have thought this over or asked for addvice. but o'well i'll have to deal with it more or less and so will they after all their gonna be sittin here listen to me talk to myself so obviously they are pretty bored.

hi and thanks for reading