It's hard to live my life at the moment. I need to find a place in me that thrives of dedication. It's funny because you know I love something when I cry thinking that I may never be able to do it ever again.
When I was in band I use to miss rehearsels simply because I didn't want to go, or you know the usual. Never did I miss a rehearsel for theatre. Why? I just love it so much. I wonder how I would be in musicals. My recent obsession? Wicked. I would love to be in a musical. Of course I need to work on my voice. I need to stop eating sugars and drinking cold water. I need to lose weight. For myself! Not anyone else. I hate crying over these things because I cry...and I don't do anything about them. I hate myself sometimes.
cry When I was in band I use to miss rehearsels simply because I didn't want to go, or you know the usual. Never did I miss a rehearsel for theatre. Why? I just love it so much. I wonder how I would be in musicals. My recent obsession? Wicked. I would love to be in a musical. Of course I need to work on my voice. I need to stop eating sugars and drinking cold water. I need to lose weight. For myself! Not anyone else. I hate crying over these things because I cry...and I don't do anything about them. I hate myself sometimes.
