"Wash away the thoughts inside
That keep my mind away from you.
No more love and no more pride
And thoughts are all I have to do."
I cannot explain how I've felt within the past few weeks. It's been as if I were walking a thousand miles down an empty road. The pitch blackness all around me, the fog hindering my vision and clarity of mind, and the bitter cold rain falling down from the sky onto my body.. all of this has been my only condolence. I've felt lonely, uncertain, and achy all over from the emptiness within my heart.
"Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
Felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the darkness I remain."
The love I once felt has slowly withered like a fleeting flower wilts in summer's heat... the heat of my passion too overwheliming... The true sorrow comes from the reality that I still yet cling to love. A small opening in the gray storm clouds shines on my hope for the future. The posibility of a second chance. A brand new beginning...
"Tears of hope run down my skin.
Tears for you that will not dry.
They magnify the one within
And let the outside slowly die."
Do you believe in giving people a second chance? regardless of what they've said or done? starting over from the beginning with a brand new, clean slate... and an opportunity to prove how you really feel and who you really are?
All of the things that you want to say and do.. they don't always happen; but if God were to smile upon you and let you do it all again, would you take that gift and hold it pressed to your heart? Sometimes I go back in time and try to relive those moments that I cherish most.. I would give anything if things could be the way they were once again.
"Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
I felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the water I remain
Running down
Running down.."
I suppose the best way to describe how I feel would be in reference to the song "Remember When It Rained" by Josh Groban.
 Aijin Myoushu · Sun May 01, 2005 @ 12:30am · 0 Comments |
