So on April 17th at approx. 8 pm my husband only 21 years old stole his best friends gun and turned it on himself in our car. Ijust dont know what to do. He was the love of my life. How do i go on without him? How do i raise our baby? How do i explain to the kids whats happened? but most of all..why?!? Yeah we fought everyone fights i just...im lost seeing that casket tore my world apart how could the man i love the man i had just said ill spend the rest of my life with you to the man who promised to always be there for me the father of my unborn baby just leave me all alone. I'm not mad at him just confused and hurt. Everyday i just say "please let him come home and hug me and let this all just be a bad dream" but it isnt its real and he'll never come home again.
 dA fUnKy mOnKeY · Fri Apr 21, 2006 @ 02:25pm · 13 Comments |
