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Holy crap. It's been years since I've made a journal entry. A lot has changed in my life since I've posted here. I don't work at Kmart anymore, I now work at Hot Topic which is a pretty awesome change in my life. I don't have to hide my piercings anymore and I can have whatever hair color I want. I get a 40% discount on most merchandise and I can wear whatever I want to work.
I've moved from seeing Seether 4 times to seeing them 14 times. I'm now friends with Shaun Morgan and he's a pretty awesome guy.
I play Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3 more than anything else, lol.
I'm still with the boyfriend that gave me some trouble a few years back but we're ok now. He's recently gotten a job and is happier than he's been in awhile.
Piercings have become my new favorite thing. I have my eyebrow, 00g holes in both ears with 3 other lobe piercings, my septum. tongue, bellybutton and anti-tragus pierced.
That's pretty much it for now.
 [.Seether.] · Tue Apr 10, 2012 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments |
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This is a poem I wrote when I was bored yesterday in work. It's obviously about my relationship which is has more ups and downs than a rollercoaster.
I know I'm not perfect
But neither are you
You think that you're better
But that's far from true
You tell me I'm stupid
You think that I'm dumb
Maybe you'd see differently
If you weren't so numb
You're taking my love for granted
You're letting it slip away
I've tried to make you see that
But you've got nothing left to say
Why can't you just show me
How much you tell me I mean?
You speak often of this love
Yet it's something I've never seen
It may just be endangered
I hope it's not extinct
Maybe it lies dormant
It's just asleep, I think
Don't tell me that you love me
Words are simple lies
Show me with your actions
Instead of doing things I despise
Don't be so controlling
And expect that I'll obey
All of this senseless jealousy
Will only make me stray
I gave you one more chance
So keep it in your grasp
Please hold on tightly, dear
I don't want to repeat the past
[.Seether.] · Thu Sep 11, 2008 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |
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Modeling with my friends :D |
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So last week, we found out that my older German Shepherd had lymphoma. (cancer in the lymph nodes) He'd been losing weight rapidly and he had two really big tumor type lumps in his neck. Lately, he's been peeing on the floor a lot which is really weird for him. He still eats but he keeps losing weight and the vet told us that all we could do was prolong it. He was on some type of medication for about a week and he was starting to get better but a few days ago, he started showing signs of getting worse again so we decided to do the humane thing and euthanize him. I just got back from the vets and he's gone now. I hope he's really in a better place like everyone says and I'm glad he doesn't have to suffer anymore.
[.Seether.] · Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments |
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I really want this girl to die in a fire.... |
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So my boyfriend finally left me and I don't think I could be any happier. Originally, we were supposed to be on a break but then I heard today that he's been kissing this ugly slutty b***h at his friend's house and now I don't want anything more to do with him. I hope the skank gives him some STDs. She was just preggers last year with twins (one of which got stuck in her ovarian tubes) and now she's missing one ovary so I hope he's happy with his choice. It better be final because he's never getting another chance with me.
[.Seether.] · Tue May 20, 2008 @ 11:34pm · 0 Comments |
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I'm not much of a happy camper right now. |
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I'm so tired of all of the s**t I'm dealing with. I was forced to get a job just to pay for my car insurance. This sucks because I only use the car to get to work in the first place. Seems like a pretty useless cycle, huh?
Second, my boyfriend doesn't listen to anything I say. I don't trust him at all around other girls and he's given me reason not to. So what does he do? He invites some girl that I hate over his house and her ex was supposed to be there to keep an eye on them for me. Even he leaves because he gets tired of their flirting. So now they're alone and he could be doing whatever the ******** he wants and I'm not happy about it. I shouldn't have to worry about someone who says that they love me, doing s**t like that behind my back. Usually I'm not in a mood like this so people who don't know me yet, please don't judge based on this entry. I'm usually a happy and forgiving person but I've been putting up with this stuff for a long time and I just needed somewhere to vent.
[.Seether.] · Sat Mar 22, 2008 @ 05:33pm · 0 Comments |
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Concert Pictures (finally)! |
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Seether concert last night.... |
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Last night, I went to my third Seether concert. It was amazing. I also got to see Finger 11 and they were pretty good too. I finally met the whole band and I got a hug from Shaun Morgan. I pretty much died right there. I got two of my jackets signed by the whole band and I got lots of awesome pics. I'll post them later.
[.Seether.] · Sun Nov 18, 2007 @ 09:13pm · 0 Comments |
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![[.Seether.]](https://a1cdn.gaiaonline.com/dress-up/avatar/ava/02/79/1859695987902.png?t=1251519042_6.00_11 "[.Seether.]")