ANDHIKA UZUMAKI'S WEBLOG
Posted: Sat Feb 17, 2007 @ 03:46pm
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The Last second Chance
When love comes to me again for several times, I can’t escape from it, whenever and wherever I am, I will always reminded of her face, her poetically words, her beautiful eyes of diamonds, her long-wavy hair, her lips of wine, and her body such a beautiful untouchable nature landscape that no-one can refuse to admired.
It’s not just a nonsense words that come out from brilliant mind, it’s a fact, and it’s true that I fall in love again with same girl that I used to love. I think it’s not just love that easy come, easy go, from one girl to another, from one’s heart to another. It has been more than two years we’ve known each others, it’s like there’s no more lie between us, and she really know who I am.
Day by day, we are closer than yesterday, even the people surrounds me thought that we are a date couple. It has very shocked me at the first time, but then I try to read this sign and said “Oh God! Is it the second chance that you gave to me for being patiently waiting the best time to make her mine???”. Step by step, this question become my only one motivator to reach “the blue sky” in my life, then, I try to make some approach with her even I have to fight my biggest sense of fear in myself. This time I swear that I will win back her heart and her love, that frozen for so long.
IF I COULD MELT YOUR HEART?
All I have to do now is keep trying what I my heart said, because love is about heart, and sometimes love don’t need realistic thought from a beautiful and brilliant mind, because love is unexpected, unpredictable, illogical, and even impossible.
But it’s not easy than I expected before because I’m afraid if I already tell it to her then she will far away from me and I don’t care if she will refuse me with many reasons that will hurt my heart little by little, that’s my biggest fear.
Sometimes we have to take the risk to get the best result of our efforts, and second chance will not come twice. “CARPE DIEM”, that’s my friends had said to me, at least I’ve try. I just wanted to hold her in my arms, give her my love, make her believe that I’m suffer of this feeling, and you have to know how I feel.
Makassar, February 14, 2007; 11:16 pm
(ditemani oleh lagu dari ”Michael Learns To Rock-I’m Gonna Be Around” dan segelas susu hangat L-Men: Dark chocolate)
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andhika_uzumaki
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andhika_uzumaki
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 @ 08:41am
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THE DWELLER OF THE EYES
THE DWELLER OF THE EYES
I don't know how long... but it's been some time,
how much do I really know about you?
following the map with my fingertips
isn't getting us anywhere,
I see how it distresses you in your face,
so much you try to conceal it.
It's strange...
how even as I run in circles
as if resisting my advance to a busy future
my heart still draws you.
When I looked up, the radiance had filled the sky
without losing any of its luster,
If only we cold be like that sun always shining.
I want to be embraced in your scent...
if just a little longer
the outside air pulls my collar,
but I turned my back to it.
my sighs blurring white in the air,
inform me of the season.
going thorugh it again, a thought occured to me,
What am I doing here?
I want to stay here watching yo smile forever
I want to live each changing moment in your eyes,
in that one scene forever colored in gentle hues
to bring us close together,
I want to stop time forever.
I want to stay here watching you smile forever
I want to live each changing moment in your eyes,
If one day I could bring you to a serene season
to the flowers blooming in the sky like snowflakes.
...to the flowers
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