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I went on an awesome date.
My girlfriend and I held hands, but I shyed away from a kiss.
I scraped against the side of a car on the way home from our date.
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I don't even want to get in the car after last night.
It's an irrational fear, but I'm too scared that it might happen again.
WHY COULDN'T I JUST WAIT FOR THE DAMN LINE AT THE RED LIGHT TO GO?!
Because I was scared and it was 12am and I got a little overconfident.
It was this crazy anxiety-overconfidence cocktail of emotions.
And then I scraped against the side of some gal's new-ish looking car.
She gave me the option of paying for the paintjob and not reporting to my insurance.

BUT ********.
NOW I CAN'T EVER DREAM ABOUT GOING TO BOTCON EVER AGAIN BECAUSE OF MONEY ISSUES.

You can tell that I still have screwy prioritization.
I don't really care, though.
I just want to show off my damn transformer costume (once I finish it) and buy a ton of figures and miniatures and get autographs from awesome voice actors/actresses and possibly find Nicole Dubuc and ask her how she got into writing for TF: Prime and yeah.

ONCE I GET A JOB, I'M GOING TO SPLIT-SAVE.
LOAN-PAYBACK-FUND AND BOTCON-FUND.

And once I get a paypal, I'll be opening up commissions.
My strengths are: females, androids/robots, and comic strips.
These will possibly be available for $5.
If you want to see examples, go to my art blog
You'll have to sift around a few pages, since my most recent posts have been my 3D modeling work for class.

Dammit, I need to buy groceries, too...
Fine. Once I shower, I'm going straight to Trader Joe's, and then I'm driving back and not leaving the house.
Oh wait.
Change in plans, I'm going to drive to school and get s**t done once I've finished groceries.