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It's nothing positive, I'll tell you that. Sherlock Holmes only truly loved one woman in his life, and this was Irene Adler, the only person to outsmart him..twice. However, he was considered a masochist because of this, always being after a woman that wasn't loyal to him, as well as taking advantage of him. He was attracted by the fact that there was someone else who was actually IN his level.

Why do I feel this way for this girl?..I don't know what's so special about her..but, there are considerable differences from the past relationships that I've had.. I actually REMEMBER all of the small details that happened in our relationship that made it special.. but alas... she specializes in deceit.... and I'm somehow attracted to that... she could toy with me whenever she wanted to and as long as she was with me.. I didn't care about what happened to me.. and now, I don't know what to do or how to move on..