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Let me fall
Let me die

In the waters of my soul
Let my tears be satisfied

To end is but to begin
And to cry is but to live again

For what is the essence of life?
Pain after pain...

Joy is just a peroid in time
where life stops and troubles are set aside.

People live but to mend the times they dissapoint themselves and others. If it were not for those times, what would be the drive for life?

I wish to not end...
I wish to not begin...
My existence is but to end so why did I even begin...
Pain...
love
Hurt...
love
Sorrow...
love
Despair...
love
It all leads back to that one word...

Love.

People die for it...
People kill for it...
People sell thier immortal souls for it...

Why?

Its all pointless...
Every bit.

I DONT UNDERSTAND!

All this bad comes from good.

WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY!!!

Love makes you weak...

CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!!!

Why doesnt it all just go away...

PLEASE! SOMEONE LET ME OUT OF THIS CAGE!

It shouldnt be this way...

I NEED SOMEONE TO SHOW ME THE GOOD!

Nothing really matters after all...

PLEASE!

Its too late...

SOMEONE!

Forget it all...

Help.