These are all quotes that explain my pain. The first one is mine the rest belong to others.

My arms they cry red tears tonight,
yet no one comes to stop my fight.
The rubies remind me
that survival is key.
With each drop that falls,
the stronger Morpheus calls.
~~Hijo_de_Muerte

You bleed just to know you're alive.
~~ Goo Goo Dolls, Iris
I drew the blade across my wrist to see how it would feel.
~~ Strawbs, Round and Round
Somebody get me out of here, I'm tearing at myself.
Nobody gives a damn about me, or anybody else.....
~~ Garbage, Medication
How will you know I am hurting,
If you cannot see my pain?
To wear it on my body
Tells what words cannot explain.
~~ C. Blount
My words trickle down from a wound that I have no intention to heal.
~~ Paul Simon, "Blessed"
The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain.
~~ Lord Byron
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
~~ NIN
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
~~ Papa Roach, "Last Resort"