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Wel i decided to post some poems....theres also a topic with them somewhere in the poetry section in gaia. These were my raw emotions at the time poured on paper...

Alive

Blood dripping from my flesh

The whole world rushing by my side

Calling out to me

Why don’t I respond…why

Am I dead?

Am I unconscious?

Why am I so numb

Where is all the pain?

As more and more blood drips like a river

I find myself trying to hold on

Holding on to me

It shouldn’t be hard right

Because am not dead right

Right?

Slipping from reality

I realize when I hear the sirens

That this going to be much harder than I thought

Seeing myself being picked up

And wheeled to the ambulance

I sense grave danger ahead

And then suddenly

Everything is dark

And am all alone

Am fighting

But I can’t see

Who

Or what..

I just know if I loose

That I will be lost for ever

As I slip into oblivion

Am losing this battle

And now am running

Running away from myself

Without no reason

No warning..

A shock captures me

And sets me back into reality

In the far I hear a voice…

My name

Thats my name their calling

As I wake up

From this trip to oblivion

My name becomes clearer

Why am here?

Why am not dead?

Are the questions left behind?

As the blood stops dripping

The world becomes clearer

Am alive

My hearts whisper

Through the wind I whisper your name

While my heart is calling out to you

Can’t you hear my call

Can’t you hear my last plea

Can’t you feel my pain

Or is all this life just all in vain

Using my last strength in me I whisper your name

Hoping that just for a second you can hear me

Feeling the rain falling down

Washing me away

All the blood that was and never will be just washes away

Reaching for something in the distance

But the darkness blurs my vision

Lying here hoping you can hear my call

I realise that this object am reaching for will never be you

Is it possible that suddenly am invisible

And that to you I will never be visible

Now that I am no longer only the wind carries on my call

Through the wind your name fades

And my call stops…