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There is screaming in my head
out out is all i can think
whirl wind of thoughts
never able to grasp them
feelings never quite able to hold to a thought
a down pour at once
no one thing to grasp hold of
lost my reign on it all

OMG... that's a good way to classify today. between kids... adults... kids... cats... money.... men .... and life I'm beyond frustrated... just now i had to clean out the cat's water dish. the youngest decided that it would be a good idea to put soap in the cat's water dish which just so happens to have a motor in it so that it will flow kinda like a fountian that has a filter baggy thing in it. our cats are very picky rolleyes soo the filter is filled with soap the motor some how still works and the water dish is some how still working without it's filter ugh... anyways... my rant for the moment shall end... i'm sure i'll have more later but my sis is now sick from stress and i don't know what were going to do!!!

this sucks- my rant of the day:

we've been having some money issues lately... i live with my sister her boyfriend and all their kids. well my sister has been the sole provider for us for the past few months. i'm their nanny so to speak. and her bf hasn't had a job since October... he finally found a job and not 10 minutes later he got fired for some crap that they found on his record from several years ago. so now were screwed again and we are already late on rent... not to mention pretty soon we'll lose our internet if that bill isn't paid... i have tried as many ways as i can from what i've had available to me and it just isn't doing anything i've sold my computer desk and we've sold the crib and toddler beds and all number of things... anyways off i go to see if i can sell my books again... *sigh*

kids ******** kids.... this is why i shall never have any.... my 3 yr old nephew likes to get up early... way before everyone else. last time he did this he ate 2 cup cakes vitamin c drops and called 5 ppl on my cell phone. this time he pulled crap out of the garbage(the food was still in a bag) and ate it then got into the vitamin c drops found some sissors, a change purse and headphones.
i was told that it was me who let him out.. i have no memory of this. since this morning when i went to bed. so here i am 3 hrs later tired as hell and very confused while everyone is pissed off....

okay I'm done with my rant.

ack new to all this lol... felt like posting something even if it was of little relevance since well that's life. soo still need help figuring things out but I'm getting there it's only been a day lol. well off to rp smile