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Hi guys I am sitting at my friends house chilling out on his sofa. I have Blue October playing in my head, and a weird night a head of me. I should be tired but I am wide a wake and lonely.

have been emo all day. I got up and didn't want to get out of bed at all, the fact that I am sleeping on a couch at my best friends house excluded. He made me get up and help him look for his mom's keys which we lost last night. I felt like crap already because i just wake up like that, and now I felt guilty because I can't remember where the damn keys were! Luckily the damn keys were found and I promptly collapsed on to the sofa and cried with gratitude. I couldn't go back to sleep, so I lay on the sofa and watched tv, then Bryce dragged me out to eat after i put up a fuss for a hour, distinctly saying that I didn't want to go anywhere.

While we were in the truck he told me a joke to try to lift my spirits and i actually laughed but I couldn't stop laughing and then eventually I just started crying ... I was like WTF is wrong with me >,< I still cant get over that I hate when that happens to me.