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My outlook on life is fairly optimistic, with a side order of general paranoia.

I am both obsessive and compulsive, though usually not at the same time. The best way to describe my personality would probably be "order spawned by chaos".

I'm a yaoi fan . . .
And yes, I am literate, calm, composed, and respectful to the views of others. The conception that yaoi fans, girls especially, are psychotic, retarded, and obnoxious, is for the most part false.
There are just too many that give us a bad name.

I'm a pretty patient person, but I'm quick to snap at those who insult my friends, are @ss-holes to others for no reason, or cannot think before opening their mouths.

Also, like I always say, "There are no such things as stupid questions, there are only stupid people asking the same obvious crap over and over again."

Go for the jugular, cut the vein
And kiss it away, kiss it away, kiss it away
Everything that brings me pain

I've never wanted so much to slice open your throat.
After all you've done, this is what you deserve,
but would that be too merciful?

It's not as hard to bend in the end
So let's do it again, do it again, do it again
And this feels so new...
To be infecting you

Heh, it should come as no surprise after what you put me through.
All my life I've been bathed in my own blood, but now's your turn.
I'm finally in control and I won't make this easy for you...no...
I'm paying back everything you've given me!

These 4 walls are blistering
I watch the paint peel
But I cannot wake from this dream
'cause this is not love
This is not clean
I'll keep digging down deeper in you
Until I find what makes you scream

I get a little aroused as it dies:
That look in your eyes, look in your eyes,
Look in your eyes
As I begin to get under your skin

And now I know why I do
Take it out on you, take it on you
'cause you always take it on the chin
That's what you get for letting me in

These 4 walls are blistering
I watch the paint peel
But I cannot wake from this dream
'cause this is not love
This is not clean
I'll keep digging down deeper in you
Until I find what makes you scream

* Gamer of the Year
Mokuba
Pakku

* Designer of the year


* Scapegoat of the Year
Sierra

* Mother of the Year
Itachi
Blue (cici's mom)

* Father of the Year

* Scientist of the Year
Sai

* Technitian of the Year
Sai

* Nurse of the Year
Sakura

Sai’s Guide to Human Relations ~ Issue I

PART I-1: talking to GIRLS

Talking to a girl can be rather tricky.

Unlike most guys, girls love it when you lie to them, especially about their appearance. To avoid a premature death you should compliment them often and include superficial adjectives such as “beautiful”, “pretty”, and “nice” in your description. Even though this may be false info – do it! You’re likely to get punched otherwise.

Under NO circumstances may you use the words “ugly”, “fat”, “skanky”, or “disgusting” in reference to the woman you are speaking with. (And trust me, this is harder than it seems!!)

Yes, lie to them. It seems to be the only way to get on their good side.

Exceptions: I have noticed that if you accurately describe other women to them (especially those they hate), they are often glad you think as such.

If a girl gets in a fight with another girl over “who’s better looking”, you may comfort her by saying “of course you’re pretty” and then assuring her that the other woman is MUCH more repulsive than herself.

PART I-2: talking to GUYS

When talking to guys one’s own age it’s a good idea to keep your distance.

Most guys have an invisible “personal space” bubble around them. Detecting the size of this feature is key! You MUST NOT invade this private space or you might automatically be labeled as “gay” and / or “trying to feel them up.”

Although guys are less offended by honesty than girls, do not talk about their p***s. It embarrasses them if you point out how virtually non-existent it is. This can also get you punched! Or thought to be gay…

Also, DON’T talk about: fashion, food (preparing of), cleaning, painting, showering, chick-flicks, chocolate, stuffed-animals, board games, the color “pink” or “purple”, design, the color of your curtains, what shapes you can see in clouds, how ugly their girlfriends are, or “how you feel”.

Talking of any of the afore-mentioned things might get you labeled as gay.

… Unless you ARE gay, in which case, please ignore this advice and carry on. J

PART I-3: talking to EITHER SEX
No matter what gender, do NOT talk negatively about someone’s best friend!! Just don’t, it’s not worth it!

Don’t discuss how much they suck or that they will never succeed in life and should quit now…

Don’t spy on them in the bath and then comment directly afterwards.

Don’t treat two people who consider themselves equals differently, especially when both are in the room.

Don’t state random facts you’ve learned from stalking them… or just avoid stalking them if you don’t think you can keep your mouth shut.

Don’t lean over someone of the same gender, they might get the wrong impression and think you’re trying to kiss them (or feel them up). And of you absolutely must, DON’T comment about their breasts / p***s before leaning over them…

Name Change
Apollo (Appalo)
Age: ???
Gender: M
Eyes: blue
Hair: blond
Attribute: fire {{the sun}}
Class: B, 2
Parents: Zeus, Leto
Name Meaning:
Appalo - (to) shine

The difference in usage:
* emuna ha ech appalo = The sun is shining (brightly)!
* emuna ha ech kaora = The sun is shining

Diary Entry: Zeus, age 6. May,4th
Is it possible to be alone in a room full of living, breathing people? They both know and do not know of my existence. My presence pains them so, of course they know, but it so pains them that they put forth an effort to forget. Fake smiles – true for them, but false in my presence. We’re all drowning here. We have to break this silence somehow . . .

Don’t speak! Don’t make a sound! You’ll shatter the walls supporting this family. We laugh, we spite, we hate, and we fear . . . all within these walls. We are the walls we seek to break through! There’s no way in and no way out. We’re simply trapped within the lies.

My heart wants to scream “something’s wrong!” and I stop to wonder what is “right?” Have we ever been alright? Or were we born like this? Broken and distorted, is this what nature intended? Is this world built for hate and suffering; and us the pawns? This is a world of half-smiles, false-truths, and thinly veiled torment? This is our family.

It takes everything in me not to break . . .

Can we find a REAL reality? A silent plea refracts and slices deeply into our veins. Do we even exist anymore? NO, we’ve already drown. All that’s left is just another painful memory etched into us. Listen . . . LISTEN!!

A whisper from trembling lips is torn away by the wind.

“I only sought to reach you . . .”

It's . . . For You . . .

Atlantean

Vicetti Alaiya (Alaiya Vicetti)*demi[goddess]
Age: 14 years
Gender: F
Eyes: blue
Hair: brunet, w/ blond streaks on right side
Attribute: water
Class: C,1
Parents: Vicetti Xahmin, Aphrodite
Name Meaning:
Alaiya - hidden
Vicetti - wonder

Vicetti Xahmin (Xahmin Vicetti)
Age: 212 years
Gender: M
Eyes: blue
Hair: blond
Attribute: water
Class: B, 2
Parents: Vicetti Celeita, Mauri Fionne

Aurue [arctic-wolf]

Sunae Meile (Meile Sunae)*demi[god]
Age: 14
Gender: M
Eyes: violet
Hair: white
Attribute: ice
Class: C, 2
Parents: Sunae Khamoura, Appalo (Apollo)
Name Meaning:
Meile (Meileru) - auroraborealis
Sunae - sky


Sunae Khamoura (Kamora Sunae)
Age: 2,415
Gender: F
Eyes: purple
Hair: silver
Attribute: ice
Class: B, 3
Parents: Sunae Mirato, Inana Hanu
Name Meaning:
Khamoura - field of stars
Sunae - sky

Greek Gods

Apollo (Appalo)
Age: ???
Gender: M
Eyes: blue
Hair: blond
Attribute: fire {{the sun}}
Class: B, 2
Parents: Zeus, Leto
Name Meaning:
Appalo - (to) shine


Aphrodite
Age: ???
Gender: F
Eyes: light green
Hair: brunet
Attribute: water {{seduction}}
Class: C, 3
Parents: Zeus, Dione

Zeus / Koumane
Age: ???
Gender: M
Eyes: silver
Hair: blond
Attribute: lightning
Class: A, 1
Parents: Kronos, Rhea
Name Meaning:
Koumane - luminous sky

Khanche'jaet (con-she-et)

Rhomou Psai'kae (Psyche Romo)
Age: 4,773 ennuh / 7,210 years
Gender: U
Eyes: gold
Hair: violet
Attribute: wind
Class: S, 1
Parents: Rhomou Patchuet, Min'heidou Kung'an

Rhomou Phaenah (Phena Romo)*demi[goddess]
Age: 8 ennuh / 16 years
Gender: F
Eyes green
Hair: Violet
Class: C, 2
Parents: Rhomou Psai'kae, Zeus (Koumane)
Name Meaning:
phaenah - loving
rhomou - intentions

Rhomou Patchuet (Pashu-ey Romo)
Age: 15,235 ennuh / 23,015 years
Gender: M
Eyes: gold
Hair: red
Class: S, 2
Parents: Rhomou Mih'keiru, Yohmah Gen'chou


Min'heidou Kung'an (Kung-anne Minheido)
Age: 12,856 ennuh / 19,421 years
Gender: F
Eyes: silver
Hair: indigo
Class: A, 3
Parents: Min'heidou Takei'eru, Nagano Issirille



ennuh >> years = 0.662:1

Death Note



[ Mello / Near ] This is a crack-tastic fic if I've ever read one!

Mello vs. Near, who will seduce who first? What are 'yowies' and why are they more important than Kira? Will Matsuda ever be potty-trained? All these questions may (or may not) be answered in time.



[ Light / L ]

Light is given a chance to make things right, will he succeed in stopping Kira this time?