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Breaking Benjamin, Korn, and Chevelle are coming to Salem for a concert on November the 13th, and my besbtest buddy Scotty and I are going! YYAAAAAYyyy!!!!!!! Hehe...I'm so happy! I'ts an early Birthday present from my Grandmother, hehe yay! My birthday's on November the 30th...so yesh...tish a Happeh Happeh time for Sano! whee blaugh 3nodding biggrin smile eek domokun heart heart heart heart heart wink
 Desmond De Gausan · Fri Oct 29, 2004 @ 03:42am · 0 Comments |
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Meh...I'm in such a melancholy mood today it's pitiful. I worked some more on that story I've been writing, drew my avvie, and yeah...just so damned bored...guess I'll go upload my avvie on here...
Desmond De Gausan · Mon Oct 25, 2004 @ 05:02am · 0 Comments |
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Is it Suicide if you Give up Living, and simply allow yourself to Whither away like a Parched Plant?
Ostrasized and Beaten Down,
Please just Let me Get Away...
Why Won't you just Shut Up?
Before I'm Forced to Make you?
Tie you Up in Chains,
What the ********?
Why Won't you just Shut Up?
Before I'm Forcedto Make you?
Yet...I'd Prefer not to...
I Don't want your Two Cents,
I Just want to Stop your Breath's Escape,
As you Glare at me with such Disgust and Hate,
You're so Frail and Cold,
Yet you Feel so Strong and Bold,
Take my Hand in your Pale Palm,
And let me Try to Save you...
My Mind is Burning,
As I sit here Writing,
Flash Backs,
Memories,
Denial,
These Tormenting Thoughts are Boiling Inside of me,
Naybe I'm just Trying too Hard,
Mayhap I'm just Thinking it Over too Far,
I'm in too Deep,
Trying to Keep my Head above the Crashing Waves....
I Keep Slip-Slippin',
Further and Further down,
Oh s**t,
I Think I'm Drownin',
Drownin' in my Insanity,
I'm not Crazy,
I'm as Normal in da Head as Saddam Hussein!
I Keep Slip-Slippin',
My Words're Slurred,
My Mind Keep Goin' Blank,
I Can't Help but Think,
"Maybe all this s**t's just Fake?"
Oh s**t,
I Think I'm Flyin',
Fly-FLy-FLyin' Away....
********! I don't need you!
I can Save myself....
I Keep Slip-Slippin' Away...
"Fallin' Apart"
This may Never End,
You Tore me Apart,
Could I please Forget you?
This may Never End,
I Think I'm Fallin',
Fall-Fall-Fallin' Apart,
Clutching Tightly unto the Last Remnants of my Sanity,
Why the ******** did you Ignore my Pleas?
"Kill me Slowly,
Bind me in Thorns,
And Wrap my Eyes in Flesh,
Take me now,
And Make me Scream
Make me Scream you Name until Mortal's End..."
"Believe it or Not, I used to be like you."
Desmond De Gausan · Sat Oct 09, 2004 @ 11:43pm · 0 Comments |
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"Bloody Lips"
Dementia, Denial,
Frustration and Style,
Words so Chaotic, Masochistic, and Stylistic,
Escape my Bloody Lips,
"Tendancies"
Bloodied Sheets,
And Torn Flesh,
Crying Eyes,
And Petty Allibies,
Sadistic Grins,
And Sniffling Noses,
Vacant Gazes,
And Dark Rooms,
******** this....
"Tainted"
These Evil Thoughts,
Keep Taunting me,
Tainting me,
Enveloping me,
Clouding my Vision,
Poisoning my Thoughts,
Scarring my Flesh,
I Think Perhaps,
It's Best,
That I Conquer this,
Alone...
"Drowning"
Maybe the Waves'll Pull me Under,
Maybe the Sea will Swallow me,
Maybe the Tears'll Dry,
Maybe the Water will Soothe these Mental Burns,
Maybe the Waves'll tear away these Invisible Cords which Entangle me,
Maybe my Last Breath will Escape into this Infinite BLue,
Maybe the Waves'll Let me Learn to Fly,
Maybe this Day is my Day to Die...
Meh....I can't think of anymore, if you like it lemme know ok? I may try to finish it later...by the way...each differentiating color is a new poem...These are all from my sketch book, just written down randomly as I thought them....more to come in the next posting...
Desmond De Gausan · Sat Oct 09, 2004 @ 11:40pm · 1 Comments |
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