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DAMN its been awhile since i did a journel entry... so iguess ill just catch up on my life.. well i moved to CO last summer so is been a year ...that i hav lived with my mom. im in utah right now visiting tho..i hav to stay in the office cuz my sis moved into my old AWSOME room... *cry* my first year in high school ... im glad i had my freshman year in a junior high building YESH FOR UTAH lol (junior =7th-9th) butya i got lost alot ...but the kids wer realy nice to me... like in my math class this kid erick sat infront of me and always triedto make me blush and then his other friend zach started and so in the clas i was always red and now were good friends... but there was this kid who sat behind zach named richard... and he was very shy... but then me and him started talking to each other and started texting... i was the first girl he invited to his house...and then ... i blurted out i may be in love with him...when he already had a gf...so ten i made it awkward... but then they broke up and he asked me out.... ive probly spent my most happiest times with him.. he was my longest realy relationship.. i love him with all my broken-torn-ripped apart heart he saved my life.. and i hope i can return a favor... he has no idea how much i love him...my heart pounds when im around him .. his family dont know bout us they think were twins which in sum ways i guss we are his my other hafe... you know how you see the most perfect couuples who never leav each other they look like brother and sister well thats how me and him are.. and i know his my soul mate, my other half, he completes me... and now that were away im empty...he has my life and ill always be there for him.. no matter how much in pain i am in from it i will give him anything he has my heart and always will even if he doesnt pick me i will never leav him unles that is wat he wants... some ppl may tattoo ther lover on them but i dotn hav to cuz he is carved into my heart.. i amnothing with out him.. but ya..off to new subject before i cry *sniffle sniffle* wel at my new home is ok its an aptment my room IS HUGE AND SAME WITH THE BATHROOM but im still trying to clean it upa bit... cuz i hav alot of crap and lke everything is in there ...blahhhhhh my old room here in utah was the best tho...idc if it was small i still loved it cuzi painted and it was mine... it was so sweet... but ya *sighs holding in tears* ..i miss my old friends... and my new since im back in utah ...at my new school (not so new now) thomas jefferson high school theres alot of ppl and most of them are nice so like i made one new friend adthen i made a bunch after meetng that first one my art teacher had my same bday and same with my very good friend lindsey ... lol bt ya i think ill stop here and make sure i start to do morejournels so its not as long sorry if you read
well peace out everyone i love you all even if you hate me idc cuz love is stronger...
love always and forever,
kara
-ikinky kitten-

p.s. im GETING A TATTO ON THE 30 OF THIS MONTH CANT WAIT