so, I'm not really a very religious person, but there are some things on mind right now. I thought that I would make a small list of things that, (were I more religious, and more apt to praying) I might pray about.
1. That my mom's okay.
she has no electric, and nobody really to support her right now. her job doesn't pay enough, and she's stuck in Florida, and her family is in Ohio. I love my mother, very very much. I'm scared for her. I know that my mom can make it through anything, she is a strong woman. she has always told me, in every bad situation we were in, that it would work out, and that it was gonna be all right. that I didn't have to worry. but I did. but in the end, I never needed to, because it always did work out.
2. That Walter knows how much I love him.
He probably gets tired of hearing about how much I love him, because I tell him all the time. but I feel like there are not words, and never could be words, to describe how much I love him. its insane, and nearly pathetic how in love with him I am...I just wish he knew it.
3. That my family knew how much I appreciate them.
my Grandma, Aunt, and Cousin have done everything for me. they pay for schooling and clothes and everything. they've done so very very much for me, and I could never express my gratitude. I wish to thank them everyday, but I can never find the words, or a way good enough, to express just how much I love them, and how grateful I am. were it not for them, my life would have gone down the wrong path, extremely. they have given me the strength and the push I needed to become the person I am today. and I thank them.
4. That my father could understand.
I love my dad, I really do. but sometimes I wish that he could just understand WHY I don't ever want to be home, why I'm always gone. I'm not happy there. again, I love him. he's my father. but I'm not really very happy with my "home", I can't seem to keep happy when I'm there, and he doesn't seem to understand.
thank you for reading this, if you did. and please, please, feel free to add your own things that you would like to pray about. I would love to hear. heart
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