Ok well this is wat has been happening lately. well i left jasmin, cuz i gave her 5 chances and i was sick of always working on the god damn relationship when there was really no reason to work on it, i discovered i dont think i actually loved her i think it was a lust thing. i found someone else i can be my self with and not be angry, ive gorwn and matured and she helped me i have my anger undercontrol, and i act more my age,, and shes older then me shes 25 going 26 and she is such a great woman, we always talk about anything and everything, we see alot in eachother no one else sees and i have opened my sweet side right up to her with out worring of getting hurt cuz i know i wont get hurt with this one i trust her alot, more then ive ever trust anyone... she wants to be with me as badly as i want to be with her and she beleave we will be together for a very long time, cuz we connect on such a great level its amazing... jasmin and everyone else i dated were tests sent by god or fate either way i lost my path but now im back on it back to the way i use to be and better with out the anger... and i love me for once in my life i love me and my life.... i am the greatest certain ppl prolly dont think so but i defently do... and jen defently do, and my real friends defently do, oh ya i hve alot of friends who i just love... well keep posted ill tell ya'll how me and jen are doing...
 Mack Blade · Mon Sep 03, 2007 @ 09:03pm · 1 Comments |
