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Wow, what a teen I was... |
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Looking back, my past posts kind of make me die a little bit on the inside. I was such a teen, in the whole 'drama, my life sucks, I'm going to try and be creative and deep but instead sound like the thousands of other girls out there.'
Frankly I'm amazed I'm even still on this site.
But, eh, without a mouse, and without a super-awesome gaming rig, not much else to do. I swear, if it wasn't for the jigsaw puzzles, and the way I get addicted to editing my avatar, I'd probably never look back. Frankly, I feel a bit old when I'm on this site. It was fine when I was 16 or so, but at 22... I just think there aren't a ton of people that use this place past their teens.
So, hopefully I can find something here to keep me involved. Because this is a great site!
Well... puzzle time.
 Ethne · Wed Nov 17, 2010 @ 05:21pm · 0 Comments |
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So....umm.....yeah. Been a while. Much, much crap and crap happening right now, and because I've numbed my mouth up enough with ice and many painkillers, I'm able to function. Well, that's what a decayed tooth does to you stare .
Anywhos, so far since my last entry, I've :
1. started school
2. almost failed within the first few weeks due to being an hour and a half away
3. got kicked out of my grandpa's house and moved in with my friend
4. had my other siblings and parent(s?) start living in a motel
5. had my life completely ******** mad by my mother(who won't get it the ******** together)
6. lost contact with them when she pulled out my 16 year old sister, my 11 year old sister, and my 9 year old brother(on his friggin BIRTHDAY for crying out loud), of school and dropped off the face of the earth for about 2 weeks
7. found out they're staying in a motel AGAIN scream and not going to school
8. and at last discovered that my molar in the back of my mouth is decayed and the slightest pressure sets it off, when it's not already THROBBING FOR NO FRIGGIN REASON AND HURTING SO BAD I START CRYING!!!
So, yeah. Tough few months.
On the upside, I've seen many new, gorgeous, beautiful anime/game thingys. Guild Wars rocks socks. But FF7: Advent Children rocks even more socks! So....beautiful..... crying ! And I've fallen for the Naruto manga all over again(oh, and the dub officially sucks big time), 'cause Gaara LIVES!!! xd YAY!!!! And my Rahxephon downloads are almost done! Whee!!!
Ahem. Ummm, and I just got back from trying out for All Region Choir. Failed misserably. My entire SCHOOL failed misserably. So, my moral is at an all time low right now.
I'm gonna go listen to some music to help my poor, self-pitying soul.
lol
Now listening to: random Atreyu songs xp
Ethne · Sun Oct 16, 2005 @ 05:13am · 0 Comments |
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Yay! I finished the first chapter, and it met with pretty good reviews. I also played DDR for the first time in a while, and again.....it was friggin' awsome xd !!!
I have discovered another wonderful anime, called Last Exile. The story line is so beautiful, and the characters are so well developed. Especially Dio heart ! I think I've fallen for a silver haired bishie once again. The complicated relationship between Dio and his bodyguard-dude Lucciola(spellings differ) is so adorable! Too bad they both end up dead..... crying ...so sad.....
Once again, on another note, I've discovered one of the most depressingly morbid bands ever. Bayside. I felt like falling over and dying just by listening to some of their songs. But for some reason I can't stop listening to them! It's weird!
School started a few days ago, and for some reason two of my teachers were changed. My English and math teachers both. The E. teacher moved somewhere and the m. teacher got her classes changed during the summer. So now I'm stuck with a woman that I've heard has been the cause of many students to fail. She's also (I think) a preacher's wife. This year is gonna be great rolleyes . At least I have the actual classes that I chose.
Totally switching topics here, is it wrong for a high schooler to watch Digimon? I don't do it often, unless it's 02, but that I watch whenever I can. Ken's just too cute to ignore. I'm only saying this because I just watched an episode. Oh, well. Anyone saying otherwise won't change what I do, so it doesn't really matter.
So, uh, yeah. Whatever.
Listening to: "A Synonym for Acquiesce"~Bayside
Ethne · Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
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I'm going to go stay with my uncle and (new) aunt. They're pretty cool, and they're newly-weds! Okay, that should have been obvious with the whole 'new' thing, but I just felt like saying it. My little sister Becca and I are going there for the weekend. I've never been, so I hope they have a good house. Only problem is that my grandpa might exit Azureus (which I now like very much), and I won't be able to watch the rest of Please Save My Earth when I get back. Fortunately, I was able to completely get the manga, and the end was so sweet I cried. Especially when Mokuren died crying (which is weird, because from the 1st volume you already know they're dead) and when Rin and Alice... 4laugh ! It's too sweet.
I've also started watching a new anime: Last Exile. It's pretty good so far, and bad guy(?) is very cool looking. Even though his first like was something like 'don't you think dead bodies are interesting?'. It was creepy.
Of course this post didn't really have any point at all. Oh, wait! Another problem with going to my uncle's is that there's a chance I won't be able to finish the first chapter of my fic. Oh, well.
Until later,
peace out, peeps cool !(couldn't resist!)
Listening to: "Feel So Numb"~Rob Zombie
Ethne · Sat Aug 13, 2005 @ 12:54am · 0 Comments |
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Just finished watching 2 movies: Naruto the Movie and Inuyasha the Movie 3. Both are great, and Sesshomaru heart was soooo sexy in Inuyasha! I also watched the last few episodes of Shaman King. Man, Hao heart is hot for a 13 year old. And I love his voice actor. Minami Takayami. She's great at psychotic laughter, and she also does some other of my favorite characters. Emilio Michaelov heart from Psychic Force and Dilandau Albatou heart from Escaflowne.
I downloaded Azureus and I'm trying out bittorent, but I'm still not so sure about. Until I am, I'll just keep using Ares.
Side note: chocolate cookie dough is very good.
Listening to: 'Poison'~Groove Coverage
Ethne · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 01:07am · 0 Comments |
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Same day, different post..... |
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Okay, so I already posted for today. But something my uncle just said to me really pissed me off. The situation back at my house is pretty bad. My mom hasn't even gotten school cloths for me and my siblings. We have no school supply, and we might be getting kicked out soon. Now, so we have a place where we can stay, my uncle just offered my relatives homes in Little Rock. Which is nice and all, and would be great for my sisters and brother, but I'm gonna be a senior in high school, and I really can't afford to move now. But everyone is saying that that is an option I have to consider! I just can't, though! scream I can't take it! I don't know which side to take, my mom, or the rest of my family!
stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed gonk gonk gonk gonk scream scream scream scream evil evil evil evil sad sad sad sad neutral neutral neutral neutral
Ugh. Now that I've got that out of my system.....
Dancing alone again
again the rain falling
Only the scent of you remains
to dance with me
Nobody showed me
how to return the love you give to me
Mom never holds me
Dad loves a stranger more than me
I never wanted to ever bring you down
all that I need are some simple loving words
You touched my body once
it burns me still softly
Never forgets never again we'll be
I cried
Out of my head
and I don't know what i found
Over and over I feel it bring me down
On the sidewalk in the city
are my screams just a whisper
Busy people going nowhere
see me soak in the rain
No compassion nothing matters
my resistance is waiting
like a flower in the basement
waiting for a lonely death
Out of my head
and I don't know what I found
Over and over I feel it bring me down
On the sidewalk in the city
are my screams just a whisper
Busy people going nowhere
see me soak in the rain
No compassion nothing matters
my resistance is waiting
like a flower in the basement
waiting for a lonely death
"Your Rain"~Akira Yamaoka
Ethne · Thu Aug 11, 2005 @ 01:01am · 0 Comments |
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Who has time for tears.... |
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Well, I guess I can start out with.....I'm so sick of my mom scream ! I don't know whether it's her or not, but everytime money goes missing at my grandpa's house, she was here! What does that point to? Now my sister is missing 30+ $! Argh! We still don't have a new house yet, and the water is still probably off!
sad She's so tiring.......
School's gonna start soon for me. I don't know whether to look forward to it or not. Either way, at least I'll be able to start seeing my friends again.
Ethne · Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 07:55pm · 0 Comments |
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A First Time for Everything |
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My first 'journal' of sorts. My name is Cassie, but my internet friends (as little as there are) know me as Higashi. This journal will more than likely not have anything overly interesting because I'm not that interesting of a person. I'll probably start posting for real tomorrow. Whatever, meh, and all that fun stuff. neutral
Ethne · Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 01:36am · 0 Comments |
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