Why dose it hurt when I look at your pictures?
Every time I look at them, I find my self-seeing me with you!
Nevertheless, I know this will never happen...
My soul burns with every step I take away from you!
Yet I know this is what I must do to keep from running to you!
Fear keeps me from telling you just how I feel!
Yet in the dark late at night after you have gone...I sit here and just wish I had told you everything!
Nevertheless, I know it is wrong for me to even think of this!
I lie to myself by sleeping with other woman when I know that I wish they where you!
Hell, they do not even make me feel good anymore!
Just more empty nights thinking of you and wishing I had more nerve to yell!
I wish I could just scream to you and let you feel the love I hold for you!
My heart burns to hold you close to me and whisper those sweet things in the dark!
I love you!
Love you so much I want to tear my heart out so I do not feel this!!
Hirad Coldheart Community Member 
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