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Gaia Anniversary is Feb 18th so look out gaia here i come! I got to get a gaia shirt and hat.

I am at school and i am really fustrated with school registration. Why can't things ever workout.

I think i am going to have a quest thread! I am not sure how to go about getting a quest thread and exactly what to do!

I do know though that gaia keeps getting better due to the new items that they are adding! Everything is so expensive!

I think i am going to create my dream avi since my banner is not showing!

My new gaian hobby has become collecting insects and butterflies! Iike the butterflies especially. I just love this new game.

I hope we will be able to collect prizes for all this bug collecting.

This year, my summer was great! I got a job and i finished summer school! I am currently saving up for my future and hopefully i will be able to buy some more school clothes. I want to buy a new pair of flip flops. I really hope i get paid as soon as possible.

My mother not only today has talked and treated my bf badly but my friend. In the morning, she decided to criticise my friends, who have never done her anything. I am so sick of her being so judgemental and hypocritical. All i can do for now is ignore it i guess.

I am sorry, to say that well i found out that my mum does not like my bf. When ever, he is in the room, she just ignores him, she jumps to conclusions when it comes to him as well. Today, my bf was introducing his aunt's neighbours baby and all he said was this is... interuption( this mad ) is Dane. My mother, always mistreats my bf but in public she pretends to havd some sort of liking for him. She claims to be ever so concerned about him but i know she only does that so i will not be mad at her. I know she does not like him.. it bugs me, really bugs me and their is notheing i can do. She even insults him and criticizes him when she is talking bout him to me. Saying more or less if i was not a level headed girl we would have already done it. I have told her that we both do not believe in sex before marriage but she does not care. I think she does not like his family either because they may not be prominent family with money. I would rather be with someone that loves me for me than be with someone that she picks that does not care for me. She does not get that i have to choose who i want to be with. Mother even snaps and my bf and not to mention when ever he calls answers him in a cold and displeasant voice. When my bf came over my mother keep checking up on him and i pretending that she was cleaning and moving things in the kitchen. I could understand if i was 12 but i am 21. I am very disappointed in my mother. I also think that she is a hypocritic. She has given me nothing bu hell for the last two years that i have dated my bf. She has insulted me by insulting him. I think she does really care about my choice of guy. I choose someone who is respectful and caring. I find him mentally stimulating and fascinating. I have given up trying to show her these things. No doubt,if i ever break up with my bf she will jump for joy.

I am really worried about my exams. I really scared about failing my exams i don't what to do? I know,i should talk to someone but i don't know what to do.
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I know that i should just study what i planed but I really want to do a back up. Maybe i should just do the back up!

Work is bugging me to because i don't want to be unprofessional by having someone follow me around. To be honest i really don't want to be in a bad neighbourhood by myself but i guess that will not happen. I wil just plan the day before where to go. I don't know i guess i will think about that later....

I don't want to talk to keshia because she is most probably going to tell agian that i like stress. I don't like stress and i feel really frustrated, oh well i will figure it out. How hard could the exam be anyway? I have studied for it but i just don't want to fail agian. I know i will not be love anyless if i pass or fail! Consciously i know this but i still feel confused and angst.