Just wanted to see how this is going to workout... As you can see i'm kinda liking pink... Hmm... i'm sick...lolz... This is a very gay journal...lolz Atm, i'm going to go and watch 'The number 23" starring Jim Carey... Lolz... I sound so gay... Hehehe... And as to those wondering why as im 'journaling' so late... This is when boredom kicks in... I don't see as to why ppl would read journals... But i'm just making one for the fun of it... I'm currently single... I guess i used to be able to say that i'm happily single but now, my relationship with boys is just screwed up... I'm torn between two guys, who have both clearly shown affection towards me.. As i've consulted many friends and family members since the whole problem started my head has become clear as to what it is i have put myself into and what i need to do about it... Hehehe... You get burned through love and relationships so many times you just don't know what to do nemore... And as i would say, you'll never know if you're partner is the one, even if u feel it... Not unless it's too late and death has taken it's course... I've recently written a poem, based on something along those lines... And i have no clue as to why i'm blurting everything out in here, to a hundred thousand viewers, but i guess it's some sort of relief... i don't know... I probably don't make any sense...lolz... what else is there to talk about...hmm... Ooh, i've recently decided to become a psychiatrist or a counselor after i finish school... Oh and something really creepy....well not really... For those who believe in horoscopes and whatnot really should believe in tarot readings... I have recently bought myself a deck of tarot cards, where i've used on my self and a few of my family members.... And perosonally when i tried it on myself, it was actually true, meaningful and helpful...lolz... Well i guess that's all there is for now...
If you do read this.... Please leave a comment of what you think i.e boring, good, crap, gay, etc... And leave a comment as to how i could improve,if u believe i need to do so... lolz Hehehe... i sound like such a nerd... lolz
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MaShI_BaBe · Mon Jul 09, 2007 @ 03:01pm · 0 Comments |