I miss you so much.
I don't know what it is today, but I can't stop thinking about you.
You've been gone for so long that I fear I will soon forget.
Oh your physical form is still there, but it's not the same.
That's never what attracted me to you in the first place.
I know you didn't chose me, but I was ok with that.
Because you were still there, I could still see you and talk to you.
You still cared.
But now your gone...and I don't even know why.
God I miss you, every day instead of the pain going away, it just intensifies.
I've tried to pretend that I don't need you, I've tried to convince myself I'm better off with out you.
But I just can't force myself to believe that.
I would rather dye and go to hell with you, then live forever in heaven without you.
My hope is gone, my inner light, my spark, my heart, my everything.
You took it with you when you left, and you forgot to take me with you.
I don't know what it is today, but I can't stop thinking about you.
You've been gone for so long that I fear I will soon forget.
Oh your physical form is still there, but it's not the same.
That's never what attracted me to you in the first place.
I know you didn't chose me, but I was ok with that.
Because you were still there, I could still see you and talk to you.
You still cared.
But now your gone...and I don't even know why.
God I miss you, every day instead of the pain going away, it just intensifies.
I've tried to pretend that I don't need you, I've tried to convince myself I'm better off with out you.
But I just can't force myself to believe that.
I would rather dye and go to hell with you, then live forever in heaven without you.
My hope is gone, my inner light, my spark, my heart, my everything.
You took it with you when you left, and you forgot to take me with you.
