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Isn't it the strangest feeling to look over past posts and journal entries and see the significant difference between then and now? I mean, I seriously deleted my journal entries due to their.... juvenile nature. Everything about them screamed "naive".
The world to me used to be black and white. This, or that. But now, I see the silver lining between it all. My brother said I sounded indifferent, but in actuality, I feel more... focused, more like a skepticist. Life seemed so simple, and now looking back, I've taken that easy-going life for granted.
However, unlike most in my generation, I'm definitely ready to grow up. I am ready to make my mark in the world, and to prove exactly what I have. I am not obsessed with love, I have the rest of my life to worry about that. As of right now, I need an education, a steady career, and a life-long passion. After all that is set, maybe I'll settle down and get married. =)
I need to form relationships surpassing "true love". Friendships that are etched in stone, family that I KNOW will be there to toss me on the couch if I ever fall. That special someone, I feel, I've met. And he understands that I want to wait a while before getting married. Thankfully, he feels the same way.
I have so many options in my life, I'm not going to allow anyone to stop me. If they try, hopefully they prepared for a fight. Because I will fight to the top, if it means scratching a few pretty faces to get there. I'll prove my worth.
In fact, I already have. =)
Arianator since 1/11.
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Engaged/19/HAPPY!  I Put My Heart Up For Her <3 Otaku_Penguin · Sun Nov 07, 2010 @ 02:52am · 0 Comments |
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