Like the subject says, I've been feeling like a million bucks for the past few months. I can't believe such weird things can happen. I mean, 2 years ago I was feeling miserable cuz "she who shall not be named" just shattered my heart into a million pieces and I thought for sure she must have wondered off with a piece cuz I felt like my heart would never be whole again. I felt kinda like that for about a year and a half. Heck! For a long time I always had to find an excuse to get out of bed in the morning. I even had a song put in my phone that used to fit my situation exactly. I can't remember if I posted the lyrics to that thing here or not but the name of that song is: "In my dreams" by REO Speedwagon. Then I met this other girl who I thought would become a cool friend but didn't. For some oddball reason she thought I wanted to get with her and I really didn't. All I wanted was for her to be a close friend of mine (kinda like what I have with another friend of mine whose name is Fabiola), just someone else I could trust with things, you know? However, she just behaved really strangely after we started out pretty well. Then there was a time when I really needed a hug and she just brushed me aside. I was like, what the heck is her problem? I don't talk to her anymore and I even blocked her on Facebook. After that I was feeling even more miserable. I mean, after a heartbreak I can't even get an additional friend? Talk about a downer!
Then after the training for my new job was almost done, I met this awesome girl. I don't wanna say her name here yet but she is really amazing. She pretty much changed the way I view things and even managed to mend my broken heart. I literally thank God every night for letting me meet her. I hope she and I will always stay friends cuz she is just super amazing that words can't even begin to describe how unbelievable she is. She pretty much got my inspiration back! And that's something cuz I was just not even in the mood to write anymore before I met her. The thing is that I don't have that much time to write but maybe I will be able to make some time to continue my Kenshin Belmont fanfic later. At least one can only hope, he-he. sweatdrop
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