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Why didn't I see it before?
I'm insane because I let myself. Kori constantly tears out my heart because I let her. I maintain my sanity at work because they need me and I refuse to allow anyone who depends on me down.
HARUHI ISM!!!!
I have it as strongly as anyone else. This reality and this world are mine! I'm done with this s**t. I'm taking anna as my woman, not for who she is but for who she will be. My visions have shown me.
Kori is the past. She wantes it that way so I'm ******** done with her. Have fun with your ********. Anna and I are getting my novel published and starting our bookstore and I'm going to be happy!!!
You lost out girl, if you even bother to read this. Your betray was so deep I'll never bhe able to trust you again. And you deserve it for not only knowing that I was losing my mind but encouraging it.
I mean hell I'm supposed to be the one you love more than anything and you let me die. So you are dead to me. I'm sending Prima Materia to penguin publishing ASAP and I'll be HAPPY!!!
 ~zzang~ · Wed Aug 12, 2009 @ 03:08pm · 0 Comments |
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I suppose this is as good a place as any. |
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I can't believe the way things have gone.
I can't trust anyone anymore.
Everytime I put even a little trust into kori that she will do something for me, help me, talk to me, DO ANYTHING to salvage my spiraling mental state or soul wrenching loneliness she goes right back to ignoring me.
It's all about her....always has been. I gave and gave and gave and never asked for nearly anything in return. This year has been rough i know but nothing compared to everything I've given her.
Yet she'll turn her back on me. Last time I am selfless.
And now the evil little b***h has my doubting the only person in the world who is actually trying to help me, trying to get me to do positive things, alieveate my loneliness and near constant depression/rage cycles.
My trust was so throughly destroyed I cant even put real trust in anyone else....I'm so ******** up.
~zzang~ · Wed Aug 12, 2009 @ 07:54am · 0 Comments |
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on the third...thats how old I'll be....I'm going to have aged a full two decades....
~zzang~ · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 09:51pm · 2 Comments |
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I was playing texas holdem against my brothers who got down to less then 5 hundred apeice. While when I quit I held 4459!!!! I left becuase of pressing buisness.
~zzang~ · Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 10:04am · 1 Comments |
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hmm something just ain't right |
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I'm heading to work in about a half hour and something doesn't feel right like...I donno I'm happy I have a job but it sucks which is to be expected...maybe I just need to get used to going to work everyday...
~zzang~ · Tue Dec 13, 2005 @ 05:42pm · 0 Comments |
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more test results of How I love em |
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Take the quiz: You're an Angel of..... (w/ anime pic.s) You're an Angel of Darkness Being an Angel of Darkness, you switched sides going to evil. You are the darkness from of all angels. Your views of everything chance, once positive now negitive. You are bent on revenge and taking over anything that stands in your way. Loving only pain and suffering of others. You are still very beautiful in a bold way, not elegent as you once were. You do Satans dirty work. You loath the angel you once were, you plot to take over the heavens and make the all the angels there suffer. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Take the quiz: What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)Eden You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
~zzang~ · Sat Dec 10, 2005 @ 04:55am · 0 Comments |
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So I'll post random stuff I find on the internet.
One wave of a wand and you're a cat. Or a bat. Or a dog. Or whatever animal you please. Your easygoing personality lends itself to morphing into cool animals and fitting in amongst the ranks. Just stay close to people you trust, or you might find others trying to slip you table scraps.
"You might belong in Hufflepuff,
Where they are just and loyal,
Those patient Hufflepuffs are true
And unafraid of toil"
-- "Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone" by J.K. Rowling
<img src="http://www.boomspeed.com/egraphics/egg12051.gif" border="0" alt="This egg hatches on December 1, 2005! Adopt one today!">
<center>Take the quiz: <br>&a href="http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?id=6182"&&font size = "+2"&<b>What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)</b>&/font&<br><img src="http://img.myyearbook.com/zenhex/images/quiz2/6182/res1.jpg" border="0">&/a&<br>&font size = "+1"&<b>Fire Dragon</b>&/font&<br><b>Rage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.</b><br><br>&a href="http://www.myyearbook.com"&<b>Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!</b>&/a&</center>
<center>Take the quiz: <br>&a href="http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?id=5858"&&font size = "+2"&<b>What is your inner Demon?</b>&/font&<br><img src="http://img.myyearbook.com/zenhex/images/quiz2/5858/res4.jpg" border="0">&/a&<br>&font size = "+1"&<b>Shadow of Hell</b>&/font&<br><b>ever get the feeling you're being watched? the hairs prickling on the back of your neck? well this is the reason. the shadow of hell makes a person feel dire uncomfort, unseen and extremely sneaky. you need more friends if you got this result...</b><br><br>&a href="http://www.myyearbook.com"&<b>Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!</b>&/a&</center>
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/M/madpiratejenny/1036108457_reamresult.jpg" border="0" alt="***** Dream Vampire"><br>***** Dream Vampire
<br><br>&a href="http://quizilla.com/users/madpiratejenny/quizzes/What%20type%20of%20vampire%20are%20you%3F/"& What type of vampire are you?&/a&<BR> &font size="-2"&brought to you by &a href="http://quizilla.com"&Quizilla&/a&&/font&
~zzang~ · Fri Nov 25, 2005 @ 05:00am · 0 Comments |
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