Today, or rather tonight, I cannot sleep. My mind wanders about my memories without my permission and I can't seem to calm down enough for me to sleep. I am guessing it was the doughnut and coffee I had 5 hours ago, but still... That seems to be a long enough time for the caffeine and sugars to wear off.
I have no patience for this. I get agitated easily and I don't like feeling like how I do now. I make no sense. Maybe i'll do some extra math work to calm my mind...
Earlier, before my inability to sleep came, I was very excited about my soon-to-be costume plans. I am hoping to go as a Gothic lolita, of sorts, but my mum is rather forgetful. I fear that there isn't enought time to buy and make the costume with enough time to fit/fix anything. I'm also hoping I'll be lucky in finding the accessories needed to complete it, like the small hat, chocker, and lace. I already have the socks, makeup and shoes. It's like a woman going to her wedding with only the veil and heels. It's not right. Or appropriate.
I am feeling slighty tired now so I'll take my leave. Thank you, e-journal, for listening to my mindless talk at this hour. Goodbye.
· Mon Oct 12, 2009 @ 01:20pm · 0 Comments