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If someone asked me, "How do you feel about him?", I couldn't give a simple answer. Simple answers are things fangirls give. Fangirls don't really love. Fangirl love is when someone simply likes somebody for their looks.
Deidara is... very important to me. For the type of person I am, it may seem weird for me to say such a thing... but it's only the truth.
I care about him very deeply. How important, exactly, is he to me? I couldn't say... It's too much. But I can say that Deidara is indeed the special person in my life, the speck of light in my heart that will never fade. If I'm upset or have any emotions in me I don't usually have, Deidara always calms me down. I'm really glad to have ever met him. He's changed my life and touched my heart in so many ways... I love him. My life just isn't the same without him. It's not... complete. He makes me whole, and gives me feelings. Deidara is the very first person who I ever felt like this for. He's the one special person in my life, the special person that most people usually call a "boyfriend". I would... die to protect him. If saying that isn't good enough for you, then I cannot see what is good enough for you. Believe me... I love him. I want to carry on his Art. Even if I cannot, I still desire to. He loved his Art, and I love it, too. The one thing that hurts me most to say to him is "Goodbye". But no matter how much I hate it, and no matter how much it hurts, I want him to rest in peace, and be happy. He means a lot to me. He always will.