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Ok. Soooooooo, since I hate talking to people about [Guy] problems and such I'll just put my feelings here....err..ya. Oh and if sumone is reading this (which I highly doubt especially with the title) Stop. NOW. I mean it >_> No, really stop reading this! DD< Why won't you STOP?! Ugh. Now your getting on my nerves stressed
....Leave me a comment so I know who to rape/kill, k? ^o^
Saturday, January 19 2008
Mmmmhmm, you better be closin this window. Well, anyways. Theres this guy I like, i mean REEEAAALLLY like. And I can't get him out of my head even though hes like Far Far Away. With capital F's and A's. And I feel so helpless and hopeful and stupid because we met at this camp thing right? And theres a chance me and him will be going to the same one this year again, and my insides are about to BURST knowing this @_@ and then I think...what if I don't pass?! and I get all depressed and the next thing is rly stupid. Ok, so people always say their heart like "aches" for sumone, well, my heart is seriously ACHING it hurts, and it hurts bad. Although we're far apart, I'm still thinking of him but he probably already has a girlfriend by now (Hes got like the most awesomest personality, tall, cute, athletic, smart, funny, yadda yadda) Im pretty sure he liked me too, and the only thing holding me back at that camp was that this phyco dude that liked me for my looks was like in the way. I liked the fact that sumone rly liked me just after a week and that i havent even talked to him, but I was naive. So I regret it DEEPLY, so deeply because I've never really regreting something that bad before. JUST because of that. I can't bring myself to like any other guys, although there is this one guy that I had a crush on for 3 years, and he liked me.....but i dont know about now cuz i barely talk. Now, theres this other guy that likes both me and my best friend. I don't really like him but for my best friend, she says hes her "rebound guy". I was like "wtf is she talking about? I hope shes not using him to get over the last guy (altho i truely wish she would) and i dont want her dating a guy that likes her, but shes just dating him cuz she cant stop thinking of the last guy (my problem, but i think im handling it better....lol) Now. I can go on about my past guy problems to get them out on the table, but Im pretty sure this Entry will get filled, fast. So I'll stop and wait to put more on.....xD
This is still FMEO DD< Anyone who has read this far. Will Die (eventually)
ILY WITTLES!!!~=P
 xXMitsuki-Kako-HoshiXx · Sun Jan 20, 2008 @ 06:22am · 3 Comments |
