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im face down in the bed i lay
hoping everything will change the next day
its still there, im still in pain
im still regretting ever getting to know her
look here, i dont really rap
but for once in rock im bringing straight back
to get through the message of whom that i love all thats hear
has now went above, my head
went straight over me (over me),
like i was a small piece of your property
i was gambled like i was monopoly
and i still lost it all
i tried before and sooner i died
what it was once happened to be and now im pissed off
that i even, tried

all my heart, has been shredded into pieces
take it, ball it up and burn through the depths of hell
the one i like, the one that i was in love
left it all, let it all go above
i set it on, a plane and got higher
i feel like mixing axe up with a lighter
its all gone, im crying inside
but i know if i shed another tear im gonna die
im a timebomb waiting for a detonation

do you wanna know how dark my mind is?
do you wanna know how dark the side is?
that no ones ever seen
but the life and death up in between
will only be a mean
in the life of a teen
they say that stress causes death
then what causes rest
and the rest, and the rest which i can do in peace
if i wanted but im not
cause this emo shits gotta stop
why am i writing people wonder when they know i should be in slumber
for the next day
where im a supposed gangster getting paid
see this aint the real bussiness
i aint no ******** frank lucas
so for everyone in my cool whip
when you see me smile your finished
so is that enough for a rap to make a wrap
of the world that turned black that then turned its back
on the lost soul they call your friend when it has no end
and the angels fall around them all and all
so we watch them crawl and crawl
see my heads hurting im getting a migraine
its never meant to be exposed but i have demented thoughts
that should have brought, you know
the thing that i wouldnt say but could do it any day
why am i talking when i know it could happen this very day
bye