I am the unknown.
Make nothing of it.
I don't know what I am doing. No one tells me anything other than to decide for myself. I am not a sheep that follows willingly, but I am not a leader who demands control over every aspect.
I like emotional J-pop music. It's usually the soundtracks in the begining and the end. The make a person use their imagination; heart and thought. They arn't just random jingles that have nothing to do with the show like american television. It just makes you wanna get up and do something.
What do I miss right now? I miss my boyfriend. Online, I refer to him as Jerry. He has own alias's, but I prefer to use my own. So why do I miss him? He's not dead, he's not in the millitary, he's not a rock star out on tour, he's not cheating on me.
Jerry is away on business far to the north of where we live. He's an IT/network systems engineer, and whoever decided to get this project done this week is missing a nuts and bolts.
So what do I do? Well, I'm not married to Jerry yet, that's the ultimate goal besides having his child. And I'm speaking in terms of real life. None of this "hey I married someone on gaia" crap.
I'm basically a house wife. I'd like to say that I'm not a lazy person, but I am somewhat. I actually enjoy all the house wifey type things. I know how to sew, knitt, crochet, cook, clean, and all that stuff.
But that isn't the entirety of me. The entirety of me is more complicated. Just like everyone else. No one is only skin deep. No matter how shallow they might seem to be.
 Morbit · Thu Dec 22, 2005 @ 04:39am · 1 Comments |
