Okay so I'm just a normal person. Right? I don't know I feel like all my friends don't really like me. Theres a couple like my friend Shia and my boyfriend Chris, I know that they care about me but I don't know. When I see people smiling I copy I do the same. I have so many problems but I hide them with a smile. I don't want people to have to deal with my problems but I want a little help. I feel like everyone is going super fast and I'm going so slow that I'm being left behind. I what to know who I am and what I will become. neutral I really have no one to talk to about my problems. I have friends but I'd rather talk about their problems then my own. I know I can talk to them but when I want to I can't find the words. cry I loose people all around me and I always have a smile but thats not who I am. I don't even know who I am. I go to school like everyone else right? I breath like you and me right?
I don't know... I guess I just need to write it all out in something. stare
· Wed May 09, 2007 @ 03:19am · 0 Comments