Did you ever do or say something that you didn't really mean and it just bites at you?
I did perhaps a day or two ago. It wasn't even something that I... I don't know. Something I meant to do? Or even finish.
Not that even playing at such a thing is cool.
I can't help but feel that my whole... way of being with this person is compromised because of one stupid simple moment.
Because it has... it did.
Geez what a stupid stupid move. What a mistake. Being a guy just sucks sometimes.
At times, the other head starts thinking.
Trust me, this happens to all people that have a p***s.
-sighs-
Ah well.. suck it up big boy. You made the damn mistake and you knew you were doing it too.
I just regret the taint that will probably never wash off.
...man I don't even really think like that. Not that I don't feel certain things. I just... geez.
You would think that as you get older, you won't make idiot moves the same way you did way back in highschool.
I'm actually having a hard time functioning normally. As soon as I stop agonizing about my stupidity, it's like that little part of my mind goes, "Hey, you remember you ******** this up over here? What were you actually trying to accomplish by doing that?"
Boy that was a mistake.
Still, even if things are never forgotten.. maybe in time they can be forgiven.
....geez.
 IkiJigoku · Sat Jun 21, 2008 @ 07:48am · 3 Comments |
