Colin.....Bryce.......my other half
even though you are going to get burned then I will still write these poems...and you are the stupid one who should have came to my house instead of killing yourself......................well here it is though youhung yourself here they are
Rain drops trickling down my face,
as they wash away the tears.
I'll never forget that horrible place,
revolving around my fears.
Seeing your coffin,
as white as snow.
You were only young,
it was to early to go!
A weary day for,
a bad occasion.
Crying and weeping,
brings a bad revelation.
I run to your coffin,
falling down to my knees.
Why did you take him!?!
Bring him back please!!!
As they lowered your coffin,
I screamed out with hate.
Three words I've never said,
which was my biggest mistake!
"I love him!",
the first time I realized.
But death is unfair,
and there's no compromise.
We spread flowers upon your,
coffin as dark as death.
But just like you,
I'm now out of breath.
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Next
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Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide.
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here and live each day a lie,
When all I want to do is close my eyes and die?
I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.
I plead with you now Erica, let me go instead?
I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,
Whether it exists though, is time for me to face.
Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free,
It may seem ungrateful, but this life's not meant for me.
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know that someone cared.
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You should have not sent this to me^
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Well here it goes you should have had to read this......i loved you and so did every one elsebut most importantly me..........you b*****d taking the easy way out you could have made it, you could have had a life with me......you know this as much as i do......i saw the box....and i was going to try...but you ruined it but hanging yourself....
So here is my poem
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Anger and hatred
Is all I seem to be making
Happiness and acceptance
Is swept aside as if I were faking
What did I do to deserve this?
All the good things in life I seem to miss
I feel as though I'm innocent
It just doesn't all seem to fit
Should I take the easy way out
Not many people will miss me without a doubt
What would happen if I didn't even exist?
Everyone will be at their peak of happiness
But for the few people that would miss me
Don't get any ideas to come join me
For I have made a terrible mistake
No other one shall make
If I made an impact on anyone's life
I am sorry I decided to take my life
I just had to find an easy way out
I'm just someone you are better without
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so here are my finl words.....i loved you...and i wanted to try...but it is cause i could not see you so ihope your parents would get the memo so i will say this once
i will miss you....
i will move on......
and.......
yes.......
so colin's mom and dad
give me his ashes and let me put them where he wanted tot be
our spot
so he will not die in vain
so Good bye
lotsa love
Onyx NightingGale
Erica
