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This was the best night of my entire life. I have never been so happy. It was at the Wiltern LG. Pretty crappy place, but the tickets were cheap. I went with Relic, Nobu, Natsuko, the two Giri sisters, and Senpai. We were LATE because of CERTAIN PEOPLE who unbelievably FORGOT the concert. STUPIDS. But newayz, after everyone was picked up, we made our way to the theater. It didn't matter. The concert started late. But as we went up the rows to our seats, it was amazing to see the number of people there. Scary, like a huge mob of Diru fans. I was one of them. It was a little weird, since I'm younger than most people there. It was humid and moist in that cramped place, and the concert began at 9, though the schedule said 8. But once it did, I have no idea what came over me. The moment Kyo popped out on stage, I couldn't tell what I was doing. I couldn't feel my own body, and I was shaking like mad. This lasted for about 10 seconds before I started screaming. I didn't care what the others were doing. It was Kyo, here and live, no matter how far away. Half the time, I couldn't tell what song it was, but I sang along anyways. I was mad with joy and maybe grief. When you are so far away from a destination, you can only look at it from a distance. That's the way I felt about him. But suddenly, it was almost like we were much closer. I could see him with my eyes, not through a screen. I wanted to reach out and touch that world that I could never understand. Sadly, we were in the mezz section, row G. Lotta good that did us. But it didn't matter to me. I could feel the blood rushing around in my head, the fumes making me dizzy and nauseous-none of it mattered. I felt that concert with my heart and soul, and I jumped, I screamed, I shook my head. I yelled confessions hoarsely and hopelessly towards the stage, even when I knew they would never hear me. And together, we all poured all our emotions out to the very band we had been waiting so long to see. I regret the fact now I didn't stay later. I regret it so much, I want to cry. I wanted to cry that night when I felt something that I couldn't have felt anywhere else. I don't know what it is-pain, sorrow, hate, anger, happiness, ecstasy...Love? I want to feel it again. I want to feel it rushing through my veins like that one time. Will I ever feel it again? Maybe. The truth is, I became a different person the moment it ended. I realized that I couldn't live without certain things...because this time, I WANTED someone to follow. One day, I'm going to meet him I swear. I'm going to meet Kyo.
Ogino Chihiro · Wed Apr 12, 2006 @ 07:52am · 0 Comments |
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