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..................once again i'm all alone everyone hates me i want to die but something holds me from doing so............is it love?................no one loves me so why?....................why can't i die..............will anyone miss me if i do die?......................no one not even my own girl friend knows how i feel.................i must live for what to endure more pain???............the only thing close to death is cutting myself...............i can't die...........but why? all my feelings have gone o hell along with my happiness.............why god? why me? do you hate me so? as to inflict pain and misery on your humble servant? your insignificant slave? why me? why MUST I ENDURE SUCH INSANITY!!!??? WHY!!!!!!!!