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some family issues currently have me down along with a few other things. I think going to work & being with friends is the only thing thats keept my mind acupied enough to keep myself from thinking about these things... thoiugh it has been driving me crazy I've just tryed to not let my thoughts linger on it too much. I'd love to go into detail about how I have one hell of a messed up family but considering this is on gaia & very much public I'll refaim. right now I'm rether upset & hurting because of it thuogh perhaps it didn't excuse some of my actions. at the moment I don't know what to do or how to deal with all the crap & if I go by my usual ways will be damned if I breake down to asking for help. I have a way of sabatoshing myself any way so it's better if no one else got envalved & got hert..... I just wish there was a pamflit on this sort of thing. oh & any one I've bothered or hurt with out meaning to as of late I'm sorry.
current mood: depressed, regretfull, angry, sad & theres probably some serly sarcasem in there to
Song: Secret sorrow from X.