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You laugh at me for all the wrong reasons

I get a question wrong... - "Pedestrians always have the right of way" and you say I'm retarded... better yet... you imply that I'm retarded... I say something else, in which I know what I'm talking about... and you laugh, saying I'm wrong... you tell me to shut up, sayin that what ever I do or say is not right, or is differnt than what you think... then shun me from the rest of the people...

I can't help who I am... sometimes I wonder if even my own Kin sees me the way I do... or do they see me as you do... a retard that has no life or anything to do on Earth... I want to be alone... but I can't handle it... Everyone says that it's a good thing if someone laughs... But did they ever once think, that the people who are laughing... could also be hurting someone else...? Do they ever look for the tears in the audiance of those not laughing? No... they're too busy hurting them.

So when I hear your laugh.... You can be sure... that I'm not going to laugh...


> The Dreamer