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hey u guys!!! i'm going to the beach tomorrow!!!! YAAAAAAY and i got my new teal bikini today!!!! YAAAAAY heart heart heart heart heart biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin but i'm not happy cry i'm sad and i don't know why.....i just am depressed, today i seriously felt like i was gonna cry and go throw up or something, i felt like nobody was there, nobody ever was, and nobody ever will be, isin't that awefull?? i think i'm gonna die, i mean i'm about to go the beach for gods sake and I'M DEPRESSED i want to have a GOOD TIME at the beach and NOT be depressed.....i think it was the weather, it was all dark and cloudy, maybe at the beach when it's bright and sunny, i'll be happy biggrin let's hope so......schools out yaay....not really i was soo depressed the day school got out.....i cried, one single tear, that's it, so don't hold it against me!!!!!! well that's all for now, i'm not gonna be back for twoooo weeeeks!!! aaaah i'm...well i'm not very excited since i'm totally surronded by depression , but i'm hoping i'll be excited...soon....well i better gooo paaack!!!!! yay!!!!