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hey i'm back from the beach w/ a great tan!!!! heart o ya u bet i look hott 4laugh whee cool but, i've had a really bad day, for certain reasons that i won't all say....but, i will tell u that i'm really stressed out about going to camp tomorrow, and on top of some other things (that i'm not gonna say, but r really bad), my grandfather has cancer and i just found out today, we knew that he'd been sick, but he went in to the hospital...on thursday, and when we got home from the beach my grandmother called us and told us he had a tumor, i forget the name of the organ he has it in....it's near the liver tho......but it's really sad cause he might die and i was crying about it and dad saw me and stat crying too cry and i've never seen him cry, it was horrible, just thinking about it makes me wanna cry all over again, anyways my dad's going to see him tomorrow and ofcourse i can't go cause i'm going to stupid camp, but it all makes me really guilty that i wasn't there for hannah earlier in the week when she told me her grandfater just got diagnosed w/ cancer and i wasn't there for her so this is a shout it to her I'M SOOO SORRY HANNAH i know what it feels like now......he's my favorite granpa and i've never experienced anyone in my familly die before except my dog, and my fish, my greatgrandmother died when i was a baby, so i don't really remember......but, i really am scared he's gonna die, i think my granmother would fall into a great depression and die of a broken heart, even tho they don't act in love, they r........god i'm so sad....... cry cry cry cry cry cry it's not even funny i'm starting to cry just thinking about it cry well....that's it......
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