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I really ******** hate my mom.....Have I said that before? She frustrates me till no end by even the smallest things she does. She won't take me to Group(my wed. weekly therapy sessions). She hasn't taken me there in weeks! Actually....I think it's been a month... RRG! I feel like it really helps, but she obviously doesn't think so. I can't take her anymore. There's waaaaaaaaaaaaaay more than one thing that she does that pisses me off all the time. I don't know how to explain them or even where to begin.

I feel like I'm drowning. Like I'm stuck behind metal bars.....The Caged Bird feeling returns.... I'll explain the Caged Bird later in some other entry.

I wanna cut myself more so bad, but It's definatly noticeable because it's summer.
I can't always wear sweatshirts and long sleeves. Sometimes I fear that I will kill myself before anything else. Or maybe just go insane before I'm able to get free.

Che...maybe I am already half insane.....I don't know. All I know is that I want that Friken Mokona Doll to teleport me out of this world! >< emo