Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

im in america now everything went ok except for 1 thing. i put that i was going to see my bf in america. by that i ment my friend who is a boy. i had a bf in england, a nice but over protective itallian. i didnt know how to tell him i was leaving then it got to late to tell him. h now hates me and calls me a whore. he thinks i was cheating on him which is the 1 thing i have always sworn not to do to any1. i feel bad for the way i left things with him but i know i should and accept it. i was a very bad person, i deserve the guilt i feel. life in america is going good, im with my friends family in a nice house with nice weather. his whole family are really nice welcoming ppl and take care of me. i hadnt had a chance to update this journal till now as i have been busy getting to know ppl and sorting my things and what not. last night i went to my friends, friends house lol. we had a game of monopoly which i didnt really want to play in the first place. me and my friend ended up winning the game, we both owned half the board each lol. his friends were not happy about losing, they got very annoyed at us.......what a great first impression i must have made. im sure it will all be fine. xd o well ill put more tomorrow. bye all got more things to do now.