hi
well so far my life is going well, i've had a quiet day watching movies with my friend, hes gone to his class now. if the weather stays nice we will probs go for a walk tonight. last night i stayed on the comp for a few hours as my friend was at work, i then watched my favorite film.......labyrinth. i know its an old more kids film but i grew up watching it and therefore love it. i haddent seen it in years and then noticed my friend owned it so what the hell. smile not really that much to say today. all is well im feeling great. o allmost forgot last night i had an upsetting conversation with my ex bf. i told him it was over but he was begging me to stay with him. he was telling me how he will wait 3 months while im out here then he wants me to go back to england and live with him. thats not what i want but he doesnt seem to understand that. he thinks that i shoud live with him and that will help me find myself. i cant find me if im tied down in 1 place being a housewife type. i need to explore things and see what i want from life. i guess he just doesnt see that, he only see himself with me. that will do for now.
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