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I hurt M once.. and it was a mistake. I dont want to do it again.. i should have never done it in the first place. B means alot to me.. but we can only be friends. its better for buth of us if we just stay friends. I've made up my mind on this part.. but i'm still confuzed as to how i feel about it all. Everything when i'm around B.. dictats love, but then again, its also a very hard crush. Mabey i'm just being me and over anilizing the situation.. but i just dont want anyone to get hurt because of me. I cause people enough pain as it is without complicating things with an emotion such as love.